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Heiko Hans Wolfgang Schwarz  
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Lost Battle

My body is deadening.  My mind is thriving.  I try to move but cannot.  My thoughts are racing trying to reach for my prize.  Every waking moment I get closer to my goal.  Every waking moment more of my life pours out.  The battle rages around me my comrades are falling and the enemy is nearing.  Every shot they take is another wound for me while more life flows out of me.  An aged mans war fought by young men whose lives are spilt all over the battlefield.  The finale is near the prize is with in reach and not soon enough.  This cannot last forever I can’t help myself and this battle is worth

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Journal Entry: Tue Mar 13, 2007, 12:07 AM
  • Mood: Pestered
  • Listening to: Alkaline Trio - Burn
  • Reading: Faye Kellerman- Straight Into Darkness
  • Watching: Still too much Anime
  • Playing: NeverWinter Night 2 (Sleep whats that?)
  • Eating: Boerewors (South African Classic)
  • Drinking: Spirits ^^(Whisky/Brandy/Vodka and what ever i ca)
Well Well.
I thought it would be great to be out of school.
and....IT IS.

New Friends are great and everything but it sucks that you have to leave your old friends behind.

Well like some people who just care about pageViews i just dont give a damn. If your work is good it'll attract views.

These past few weeks have really been getting to me because of the greatest mind killer......BOREDOM.

So if anyone has anything to say about me please bring it up cause i really feel like having a good argument over a completely pointless and idiotic topic.

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: South Africa, home
  • Interests: Gaming, Weaponary and Out Door Sports and Poetry + Short Stories.
  • Favourite movie: Constantine and Final Fantasy, Ghost in the Shell I + II and any other anime movie
  • Favourite band or musician: Dragon Force, Roadrunner United, Silverstein and many more.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock and Metal
  • Favourite artist: Whoever drew Chii or Cloud
  • Favourite style of art: Anime
  • Operating System: XP Unforunately.... Might Switch to Linux ^^
  • MP3 player of choice: WINAMP
  • Shell of choice: LiteStep
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything Anime
  • Skin of choice: Anything Anime, gaming or Rock
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy Series, Titan Quest and BF2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC and PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ichigo,Chii,Rukia, Naruto,Garra and Saske
  • Personal Quote: The Quickest way to go nowhere is to follow the Crowd.
  • Tools of the Trade: Rifles, Bows and Arrows, Poisons, sharp or rigid items and Anything that makes a BIG BOOM!!

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~Ezikill:iconEzikill: Mar 17, 2008, 3:36:13 AM
Why your pillow still at my flat? Plus the cover you and Duncan shared together. Sies koos

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"We fear that what we cannot see" - Bleach

:meditate: Click here for special rewards :meditate:

:meditate: For a really cool BLEACH site
~prjfreak:iconprjfreak: Dec 4, 2007, 6:34:26 AM
Thank you for the visit *bows*

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The more you know, the less you understand
~Ezikill:iconEzikill: Nov 16, 2007, 4:32:51 AM
Hey man!!? you finished exams!!? LAN time. when you play americas army?

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"We fear that what we cannot see" - Bleach

:meditate: Click here for special rewards :meditate:

:meditate: For a really cool BLEACH site
~lucy-fire:iconlucy-fire: Jun 18, 2007, 11:23:33 PM
ahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaha hahha
hi :P

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like wow
~PESTER:iconPESTER: May 25, 2007, 1:42:00 AM
at the moment my varsity is only having small internal lans. check the lan games web site big lan coming up.

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Time is a great teacher... To bad it kills all its students.
Go to my page....you know you want to
~PESTER
~PESTER:iconPESTER: May 18, 2007, 12:40:13 AM
Thanks. its been a long time since someone hasnt harassed me......friends can be mean but i always get revenge. Anyway thanks for the fav.

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Time is a great teacher... To bad it kills all its students.
Go to my page....you know you want to
~PESTER
`LuneBleu:iconLuneBleu: Apr 16, 2007, 5:45:41 AM
:wave:

I was passing by and I want to say that your gallery is very nice!

:blowkiss:

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♠ May each one create himself his own virtue, his own imperative categorical...
~Ezikill:iconEzikill: Apr 16, 2007, 3:16:01 AM
you bloody hooker!!!!!

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"We fear that what we cannot see" - Bleach

:meditate: Click here for special rewards :meditate:

:meditate: For a really cool BLEACH site
~Ezikill:iconEzikill: Apr 3, 2007, 6:12:46 AM
Hey man......Varsity friends might be having a lan this holiday...you coming? any more news on the huge lan at your vARSITY?

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"We fear that what we cannot see" - Bleach

:meditate: Click here for special rewards :meditate:

:meditate: For a really cool BLEACH site
~PESTER:iconPESTER: Feb 2, 2007, 8:24:25 AM Mood: Humor
Puppies are nice. <-<!
rofl.
Nah. Cats taste better.

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Time is a great teacher... To bad it kills all its students.
Go to my page....you know you want to
~PESTER
~arbzervor:iconarbzervor: Oct 13, 2006, 12:46:14 AM
lol you should add to your likes list "enjoys eating little puppies head first" XD

mat
=tabikat:icontabikat: Sep 3, 2006, 1:44:46 PM
thanks for the watch

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God sees everything but can he see why kids love Cinnamon Toast Crunch?
~PESTER:iconPESTER: Mar 5, 2006, 11:28:20 AM
That it does.. that it does.
What about enfos

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Time is a great teacher... To bad it kills all its students.
Go to my page....you know you want to
~PESTER
~arbzervor:iconarbzervor: Mar 2, 2006, 11:33:00 AM
naaaa not really, used to but it is a big waste of time, the last "anime" i watcdhed was goldenboy, more sexually orientated funnyness. was quite good

mat
~PESTER:iconPESTER: Mar 1, 2006, 10:12:08 AM
Do you watch anime ?

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Time is a great teacher... To bad it kills all its students.
Go to my page....you know you want to
~PESTER
~PESTER:iconPESTER: Feb 19, 2006, 10:21:48 PM
So you don't really play tactical shooters. Games like Delta Force i am Godlike. CS Skilled. Quake skilled. Strategy games like Dawn of War and Generals i am Godlike. Warcraft though i am just under skilled.(Warcraft i generally play things like Dota)

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Time is a great teacher... To bad it kills all its students.
Go to my page....you know you want to
~PESTER
~arbzervor:iconarbzervor: Feb 19, 2006, 12:17:07 AM
most definatly godlike in counter-strike but for anything else i would have to say skilled
~PESTER:iconPESTER: Feb 18, 2006, 10:56:37 PM
What would you say is your level of skill in gaming.
Noob.
Intermediate.
Expereinced + Skilled.
GodLike.

I say i am skille and well experienced

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Time is a great teacher... To bad it kills all its students.
Go to my page....you know you want to
~PESTER
~arbzervor:iconarbzervor: Feb 11, 2006, 11:51:02 PM
nice... i just got dungeon siege 2... its quite nice.

oh and do you know what all the fuss is about with fable. i played it and i thought it was crap!!~
~arbzervor:iconarbzervor: Feb 9, 2006, 7:15:39 AM
nope i haevnt. rondebosch/
~PESTER:iconPESTER: Feb 8, 2006, 10:56:56 AM
Im in Grade 12. Repeated 1 year. (Fucking maths.)
I go to Grantleigh i don't know if youve heard of it.

What school do you go to.

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Time is a great teacher... To bad it kills all its students.
Go to my page....you know you want to
~PESTER
~PESTER:iconPESTER: Feb 8, 2006, 10:55:45 AM
I organized many lans but more like 8 - 16 people the past year was shit everybody was "Studying" .
Played manhunt a bit but then i got FF x-2 have you ever played any final fantasy.
Heres a list of the games a like.(Its a long list)
CS+source
Quake 3+4
Generals + Zero Hour
Dawn of War + Winter Assult
BF 2 Bf Nam
Vietcong 1+2
Call of duty 1 + 2 +exp of 1

You must play Americas Army Operationsi ts goooood.
I prefer tactical and realistic shooters and strategy but there always has to be a shoot em up evry now and again.

I started playing PS2 recently.
I learned something very important FPS STAYS ON PC PS2 FPS SUCK.(Well the controls do.)
Do you watch anime?

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Time is a great teacher... To bad it kills all its students.
Go to my page....you know you want to
~PESTER
~arbzervor:iconarbzervor: Feb 7, 2006, 6:56:09 AM
fuck year. gaming is the shit. i organise many a LAN at my school. they rock, small numbers but lots of fun... like 20 people. i play cs and warcraft, and some quake (3 & 4) if im in the moooood. hav eyou played manhunt? it is soososooso coool.

i went to an insane house party on saturday. got so drunk it is acctually a joke. its tuesday and im still hung over,

mat
~arbzervor:iconarbzervor: Feb 7, 2006, 6:53:38 AM
im in grade 11... lol... im 15. i skipped a year or 2
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